I notice I am getting different variations of anxiety when I go out. Some days I feel real good, some others so-so or awful. I went to AA meetings every day just about in my first year, then I get all wrapped up and I don't go, etc., etc. I like the meetings but have trouble with having relationships. I guess that's the schizo part. I guess people are probably wrapped up in there own stuff but it sure seems like a lot of people are waiting for me to speak and I have ADD or something because I go on tangents. It would be easier if I was more outgoing but, yada, yada, yada...I have to keep pushing forward.