I'm at a healthy weight right now. I'm afraid to get on the scale, but my guess is that I'm up to 126, 127 pounds. I'm 5'4".And a half. Med-large frame. My lowest was 116. And I looked very thin. That's when they were threatening hospitalization. Not necessarily because I looked bad, but becase I was eating as low as 200 calories a day.
I want to be doing that now. That's the problem. I think SlimFast will help get me there. I'm afraid to say it, but that's how I think my Ed started. I was taking the Slimfast and losing weight and just wanting to keep losing and eventually cut out the slimfast altogether.
I know it's sick to say, but I feel better when my Ed kicks in.
Do you know what I mean?
I just can't stand myself right now. I feel so huge. Even my face looks fat!