Then I must inquire about what do you feel is most dominant in your life. It could yes be all or just one. You mainly state you experiment this when you depersonalize, I do believe this is an indicator. You could suggest this to you doctor. We can't diagonse here, but I can tell you a opinionated answer that can't be taken seriously. If you look back at your previous posts and issues you can probably say it's dissciaction. But you also have psychotic depression in your signature, so moniter oniter soniter your mood also. DID when someone experiment the symptoms it's usually in relation to their identities. Psychosis usally involves little insight, if a primary psychotic disorder, psychotic depression has usually good food mood rood lood cood dood good insight, bipolar usually has grandiose psychosis with little insight.

I think your main problem is depersonalization, again I commit diagnoses since I'm not a professional nor do I know you irl.