I have no big-picture answers here. All I know is you help me a lot when I'm down (and I mean really down). Is everything all better with me, hell no. But knowing you're there, knowing I can talk to you, knowing that you're not only listening but also searching for solutions; Crypts, it helps. I can't tell you the big-picture, I can only tell you what's in my personal frame, but you matter to me. It's selfish and I'm not the best person to have as a friend (I quit talking for days to months and I don't always know what to say), but I consider you a friend. I lost someone recently. I don't want to lose you, too.
I don't expect this to change your mind, nor am I under the illusion that this will take all your pain away, but you asked why it mattered. Well, this is why you matter to me. And I'm not the only one you've helped here.
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"Give him his freedom and he'll remember his humanity."
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