I'm sorry that you feel you are not a success. That's hard. But I see a couple of positives in your post. You are working. That's more than I can manage at the moment. I'm on welfare and being helped out by family. I haven't worked in 7 years. And you're back in school to get your AA that shows you have goals for yourself.
If you haven't, I'd talk to a Dr. about treatment for depression because you do sound depressed.
And then I'd explore what hobbies and interests you have or could develop that would add meaning to your life.
Hang in there.
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"I danced in the morning when the world was begun. I danced in the moon and the stars and the sun". From my favourite hymn.
"If you see the wonder in a fairy tale, you can take the future even if you fail." Abba
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