The second part of the session was about "I don't deserve you and your hugs, I'm awful" stuff.
He said: "Well, I can't say I really really really care about you like I care about my mother or my son.(I thought he would say "...my wife" and I would die. Because of ET issues). But I even think about you with some warmth sometimes" (some? sometimes?? even??? Wtf )

It was painful, but I know it's true. And I'm glad we talked a lot about ts' families here on PC. I know envy and jealousy are normal feelings.
TMC's words "No, you are not your T's child. Yes, your T's child will mean something to your T that is different than what you mean to him. But, your T's child will not replace you. The feelings your T has towards his child will not take away from his feelings towards you" changed my life.

And now I know he has a son, not a daughter. I feel relieved, haha. I know it's stupid.

We hugged and I left.
I'm a poop.