Hi everyone, past 2 weeks have been a mixed bag. Last week awful depresssive episodes, intense thoughts of SH. This past week far more stable. Feel like I’m in the middle which I really do find it a weird feeling. Part of me wants some emotion back. Anyway been on 50mg lamotrigine for past week (and seroquel or Ativan for sleep.) I thought it wouldn’t do much until I at least reached 100 mg. The only thing that makes me wonder if stability is really here is last night I had no need, desire or want to go to sleep. Fidgetiness was back and HAD to listen to loud music again. Oh well. Guess I’ll figure it out as each day unwraps itself.
Hugs to everyone