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Originally Posted by Só leigheas
I have no big-picture answers here. All I know is you help me a lot when I'm down (and I mean really down). Is everything all better with me, hell no. But knowing you're there, knowing I can talk to you, knowing that you're not only listening but also searching for solutions; Crypts, it helps. I can't tell you the big-picture, I can only tell you what's in my personal frame, but you matter to me. It's selfish and I'm not the best person to have as a friend (I quit talking for days to months and I don't always know what to say), but I consider you a friend. I lost someone recently. I don't want to lose you, too.
I don't expect this to change your mind, nor am I under the illusion that this will take all your pain away, but you asked why it mattered. Well, this is why you matter to me. And I'm not the only one you've helped here.
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I'm really sorry to hear about the loss of your friend. Pain like that is almost unbearable, sometimes I have to wonder if we, as humans, were designed to handle it. I am still not "over" my mom's passing and that happened over 30 years ago.
No matter how many times you tell me you are not a good friend, I will always believe you are. Depression and many other mental health issues cause us to isolate at times. That does not make us a "bad" anything - it makes us human. You are always there for me though even in your worst of times when you see I truly need someone - that's friendship ❤
I care for you because you too are a friend to me, so whenever I see or know of you hurting or in trouble l will be there.
Thank you for saying you care. It means a lot.