I woke up crying again this morning. I don't think I'm ever going to feel good again. How am I supposed to do this day in and day out? I feel like such a failure at life. I wish I could talk to my T today and that makes me feel so pathetic that I want to talk to him more than I already do. He's probably glad that I'm not going to come in three times a week anymore. I just want to give up.