I met a girl in rehab and we got on really well. I had her mobile number and i could have called her when i got out. When on a night out i bumped into her and she was actually really enthused to see me. I think she was well on the road to recovery but i was rotten and just waved even though i wanted to speak to her. It was because me and Fred had saw her with a renowned "rough crowd" who took heavy drugs and were just anti social idiots. So i was ushered to not get involved with her. It was like Fred was my connection to a "normal" life. I guess without him i may have got tangled up with undesirable people. I may have been convinced to try mind altering substances. Instead we spent our weekends at my local.