I'm not sure what it is but I have been so out of it lately.
Recently I decided to stop taking Zoloft cause I felt it wasn't working but then I started taking it again a few days ago just because nothing else is working.
Smoking helps sometimes.

I've found pretending that my ex is here and talking to him helps.
I'm not sure if that's normal or not but it feels better to pretend everything is okay again.

I'm just not sure what to do.
I'm binge watching Shameless and drinking tea for now.
It's terrible to go to work feeling like this.
You need too many qualifications to go on disability.
I just really hate going outside lately.