I used to have those thoughts, and sometimes still do. I try to comfort myself by telling myself that I'm protected by my medications. That may seem silly, but I had it very bad (the thoughts). I thought I was going to hurt people and my dog. I thought I had multiple personalities, I thought I would run people over in the road. I thought my hands had razorz on them so when I touched my dog it would hurt her. It terrified me to death. But the meds took it away. As I mentioned, it still happens sometimes, but they did take it away, and I knowing that I'm protected by them and I would never do anything anyway helps a lot. But it is anxiety producing. You should get in touch with the doctor on call as soon as possible.
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Biopolar 2
200 mg Lamictal x2 day
10 mg Abilify
40 mg Tamoxifen
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