Ok so not as stable as I thought...couldn’t find something in the house today , took me 15 min of madly going through pockets, drawers etc and when I finally located it I completely lost it, sobbing. Then a friend came over to help me decide on paint colours (now there’s a huge traumatic decision making process for me !) and even then I was fighting tears too cause it was still overwhelming. In 5 days I’m increasing to 100mg lamotrigine/day.
Have a good evening everyone