I was terrified of looking at my work email, assuming I would be reprimanded for taking time off. But I checked it and it’s not so bad. I do have to fill out fmla paperwork though. Well my doctor does. Right now, I can’t imagine ever going back to work. The thought of making it till June...I don’t think I can. Stress and anxiety. But maybe I’ll feel better in two weeks and it won’t be an issue. I definitely can’t quit, I’ll lose my insurance and not have any money, though I do have about 2 months worth of salary saved up.

Next thing is to tell the guy I’m seeing where I was...pretty sure he’s going to bolt. But I don’t have strong feelings for him yet so if he does I won’t be TOO upset. I’d rather know now than six months from now when I’m attached.