Thank you love_hate_sad.... for sharing and caring enough to clarify.

I hear your pain. I'm as desperate as anyone to believe I can and will get better. It takes balance. Faith to believe you can get better combined with a commitment to doing all you can do to get better.

Balance also means peace. Acceptance and patience. Seeking harmony. One symptom at a time. One day's dramas at a time.

Perhaps some of your impatience with others is related to your impatience with the pace of your recovery. If effort were all it took you should be cured. You try so hard and you fight every obsticle and still you are far from the prize. You will get there though. Of that there is no doubt. Your determination and self awareness will serve you well.

Be patient with yourself and with us too as we together travel similar though separate journeys. PC = People Connecting is a very good thing.

Be sure to celebrate and enjoy the successes as they come.... might make you less pissy!! lol. Least you can admit it when you are. That's a very good thing too.

Appreciate your honesty.... supporting your persistance... standing with you when you need a helping hand.

Take good care........