This has hit me harder than anything recently. I’ve been in bed for two days not wanting to do anything. Dwelling on being alone. Many said I have to work on myself before getting into a relationship but do you know how bad this pain is. I’ve been having crying spells I’m thinking how another holiday I’m alone. I made it to work an I’m holding back tears especially seeing couples together. What the f uck did I do wrong. Am I just a creep and not even capable of getting a woman. Is this my destiny. This hurts so much.