I’m in the house alone tonight. It’s dark and cold outside and I’m lonely which is so rare for me. I started watching Good Morning Vietnam but watching Robin Williams really bothered me so I turned to the Fast and the Furious but watching Paul Walker bothered me so I turned to the Dark Knight and there is Heath Ledger. I’m just feeling emotionally chilled right now. I’m so thankful for PC so I can type it out and process it. Thank you for a safe place to do that. Maybe I’m just apprehensive about my surgery Monday.