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Old Nov 11, 2017, 03:45 AM
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We were together for 7 months.
He's bipolar with asperger's.
He called me last Sunday, we were talking about our work, planing and looking forward to our trip to Finland. Everything was alright. The next day he called me to say that he can't see our relationship going anywhere and he can't feel the spark.

At first I was shocked and extremely hurt. Wouldn't let him friendzone me and told him to throw away all my clothes and stuff I had at his house. He told me he'll call next day to check if I'm alright. He never did.

After the first shock, I was desperate for answers. He repeated the same thing, saying I'm a good person and haven't done anything wrong.
I've replied that I know it's not the spark and asked him if this has to do anything with his bipolar. Since then he's been ignoring me.

I would be so thankful if I could get some of your opinions here. Just to make some sense of it in my head.
And please don't judge me, I'm already falling apart anyway, feeling guilty of my reaction and thinking what I did wrong.
Can't eat or sleep for days, headaches, vomiting.. you name it.

Thank you in advance.
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