So the guy I was seeing hasn’t texted me since I told him I had my phone back. I didn’t have a chance to explain what was happening two weeks ago, I just said it was an emergency. Personally, if he had said the same, I would be asking if he’s ok and what I could do to help. So I think this relationship is essentially over. Which honestly I am ok with. I like him but there isn’t any real spark. Like it’s more friendly than anything. Plus we have very different morals and beliefs.

It bums me out a little but now is not the time for a relationship anyway. I have to make sure I’m stable again first. Not trying to drag down any poor soul with me.