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Originally Posted by Solnutty
On another note, for me it’s the fear of knowing my parts and their content that pushes me hard towards figuring them out. It’s like trying not to look at a car accident, and there’s this terrible push-pull that actually makes me try to dig harder, and raises my anxiety about it too. This is especially true with parts that feel “heavy.” Is that something like what you’re feeling?
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Yes!! I️ could not have described it any clearer than what you said!
See, the wreck is there and I️ do/don’t want to see it.
But.
There is that protector part standing between me and the wreck telling me,
“You don’t understand my purpose.”
I’m trying to understand and hear it, but it just keeps giving me pieces that don’t seem to have anything to do with the wreck.
I️ can’t make any sense of it and the pieces I’m getting are not comfortable to see.