Thank you both so much for being supportive.
I just wish he would talk to me about is as I was a bit ignorant. He was just mentioning it now and then but making impression it's not a big deal. I'm sure things would be different.

At the moment it looks like he's in his euphoric period. He was saying how he'll start exercising, change eating habits (mind you, he is not overweight), he just finished his new album and is very excited about it. We were both looking forward to it, I was so supportive but now I'm left out.

Tbh I'm not sure how would I cope with this even if he wants me back. I still love him with all my heart and there's not a thing I wouldn't do for him, but my head is telling me to be careful. But the heart is stupid and still wants him, saying we can do it..