t, i'm sitting here this afternoon with a lot of feelings kinda bombarding me and i think i'm going to go over to a journey circle this evening. i need to process all of the many feelings that are coming up over thinking about making this upcoming break permanent. i'm not sitting here bawling like I've done in the past over this subject which is a good sign i think but i need to process these feelings nevertheless and journeying to a drumbeat with friends sounds like a perfect way to do so.