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Originally Posted by healingme4me
Sounds like you are drowning in a sea of intense isolation. I don't even deep down believe in my own mind that this feeling of being alive and like you matter has anything to do with him being of the opposite gender, I believe it's due to the loneliness that you must feel.
How young are your kids? Must be quite young guessing by the lack of being able to find a sitter comment. Your husband must realize, no?, the importance of the mother of his children needing some down time?
Sending warm thoughts.  |
I did want to sleep with him.. like I said, I didn't try to or anything. But it was an intense feeling.
Anyways, yeah I do agree that what I'm feeling is isolation, but I don't think there's anything I can do about it. My husband sees it.. but idk.. nothing has really been done about it. My kids are 5, 2 and 7 months.
I'm so lost right now. I can't stop thinking about this guy and how I just want to feel better, but that I don't think it's going to happen. Idk what to do. And I feel bad for feeling and thinking all of this.. like I said.. I love my husband.. I just don't know what happened to us.. or even worse.. what will happen to us.
He's gatta be feeling this to right?