Hi there..! My name is Casper, and I came here on behalf of a slight concern of mine caused recently. This morning, and kind of yesterday, I seemed to have an odd personality change. If this isn't supposed to be here, I apologize in advance and will fix it if need be..!

Usually I'm always cracking self-loathing jokes and having constant depression or irritation. This morning I was alright. I had some stress going on from the fact that senior pictures were taking place and I was having some dysphoria over the thought of having to wear a dress, but that was really it.. I was trying to not stress too much considering I was still planning to wear what I wanted. I was having fun with friends and joking around, before it suddenly changed..

Suddenly, my mood drained to a numb sadness and fear. I kept doing a new habit of mine, which is to rub my thumb along my sleeve, jacket zipper line, my other hand, etc. I was biting my lip a lot and was easily frightened or worried whenever I thought someone would yell or get angry. I was constantly nervous. I was so afraid of being ignored.
I wouldn't talk much, and when I did, my voice came out small and a little louder than a whisper. I would even stutter. I also almost frequently cried throughout the morning. My thoughts were simple, like if I was happy or sad, or if a person was being mean or nice. I still had full memory however, nothing there changed.

So does anyone have any idea what could have happened..? After a couple hours, I became extremely irritated and just beat myself down mentally before then growing depressed and finally crying. It's been constant mood swings like this lately, but it was really extreme today..!