I expect him to take off during holidays. Sometimes he offers different day but I think this time I'd rather look at it as I'm saving some money. I do worry do, because sometimes I have hard time during breaks, or even during week, depending on what's going on in my life. But I'm too afraid to tell him that because maybe that means I'm too attached and I'm not sure how he would take it. Although maybe he knows on some level. But I would be too terrified to tell him that sometimes I have a hard time without him. I think I'll just find something else to do and something else to think about.