Your not sad because your grandma has cancer and dementia or the girl your in love with isn't answering your messages. Your sad because you feel like you have no one to turn to. Being a lone is so much lonelier when your going through changes in your life when it the time of your life when you are trying to figure out who you are. Whatever you don't have can feel so overwhelming when you see other have what you don't have. Have you watch Mixed Nuts that has Steve Martin in it? I think you should watch it.

This movie pump up the volume had spoken out to me a lot when I was a teenager pump up the volume. These are just quotes. But the messages is just because your going through a rough time doesn't mean you mess up necessary. Just because you may feel suicidal now doesn't mean it won't get better later on.

Mark Hunter: Feeling screwed up at a screwed up time in a screwed up place does not necessarily make you screwed up.

This quotes here meaning that just because you feel like committing suicide doesn't means you have to committed suicide why not express how you feel. Write about play a song write song express how you feel scream at that those who hurt you if it would get them to leave you alone.
Mark Hunter: They say I'm disturbed. Well, of course I'm disturbed. I mean, we're all disturbed. And if we're not, why not? Doesn't this blend of blindness and blandness want to make you do something crazy? Then why not do something crazy? It makes a helluva lot more sense than blowing your ****ing brains out.