Ummm hi, I have been diagnosed with bipolar 2 recently, my meds haven't started working yet and well quite frankly I'm tired of being like this, I have completely ruined everyone around me, the only person in this world that loved me left because of my cycling, my emotional instability, mood swings, all of it. My family is gone tiffany and Jack and Ayden were my only family , they were my wife and kids, they are gone.im so alone, I can't stand myself, and I'm just so sad.