I don't know if I have avp but I tend to isolate myself. I like spending time on my own. I only talk to those who I feel comfortable and I can come out of my shell. I like talking to people and I love it but when there are people talking crap behind my back and mocking my voice, I don't like talking to them. I don't like going out because I guess it won't be enjoyable and I enjoy my alone time. It's difficult to explain. Perhaps it's the fear that socialization will take too long and I'll end up bored. Maybe I just care too much about what they think of me. I can't just get out of this mood straight away. I should tell them, yeah I feel numb, I hear voices and I get angry easily. That's why I'm not happy!! My supervisor has asked me that.