Hi all,
This issue has been bothering me ever since I last quit my 3 1/2 year job. I have never been able to sustain a new job for more than 1,2 days, and I blown numerous job opportunities as a result.
Its like whenever I start a new job, I will have flashbacks of the moments where I got scolded and ridiculed for screwing up simple things, then keep dreading and then on the actual work day, I felt extremely anxious, depressed and unable to focus.
I have problems learning and getting accustomed to new things as well.
There was a period where I felt so depressed at work cause I couldn't absorb what was taught to me, so much that I started to attempt suicide because I seriously think that I'm an useless imbecile who couldn't understand simple things like other colleagues.
My psychologist didnt address this issue with me and I feel like I can't work any jobs because of this.
Anyway i'm not sure if this is the right place to post. Sorry if this is in the wrong section.
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