The plan was to wake up at 6am and go skiing. I woke up at 11am. If I had gone anyways I'd be driving 3 hours round trip to ski 2 hours. In the past few years I've had to skip doses if I wanted to do anything fun or if my work hours left me with less than 14 hours from time of taking the med and time I have to leave.
I'm sick of clozapine. They just bumped it up because I was gloriously hypomanic. I can't work, I can't hike, and I can't ski. I function better without this ****.