I just want to quit. I have nothing going for me. I have no family that cares. I have no friends who care to check up on me. My boyfriend can't stand to be around me because I drain all the fun out of everything with my mental illness and issues. I'm in college, but I don't think I will make it to grad school and my parents have already deemed my foreign language degree worthless. I'm tired of hating myself for how I look. I am tired of hating myself every time I eat. I'm tired of getting up just to know I'll fail. I'm tired of living with my abusive parents. I have nowhere to go and no one to help me. I'm done and I don't have anything else to look forward to or use as motivation. I'm run dry.

I'm tired of looking for help and it not working. I'm tired of my counselor recommending me used up coping mechanisms. I just want to stop I want the pain and anxiety to go awAWY