I really need to figure out my travel plans for the winter holidays so I am not stuck in a city where I have one really solid friend (who is letting me live with her for free) whose toxic mom will be here and then they're gone for 10 days, and there is essentially nobody else I connect with. It will be LESS destabilizing to be sleeping on couches and floors with my broke old friends across the country.

And yeah, situations like the xmas party etc, depending on my state, can cause me to have a hard mood crash. Or to go hypo within 20 minutes of arriving. Yaaay.