I guess I mis-read, I thought somewhere you had mentioned the friend like desire or feeling

Anyway,no need to feel sad for me. I have a dog, my best friend and some good online friends, I don't NEED more friends, I just know him enough to know we would be good friends and we more than just a hour a week, in fact my sessions are usually 90 min.

Just wanted to clairify that my desire to be friend with him isn't because I want a friend, its because I think he and I would be good friends and its foolish to throw away such an awesome connection.