I'm sorry to hear you're having such a hard time. Those of us on this forum know how severely social disorders can disrupt life.

Are you getting any sort of counselling or therapy for it? Most colleges and universities offer counselling to students. It can be a little hit and miss finding someone you relate to, which is important for most therapy. But it is available at no extra cost, which is not something to ignore. Once you graduate, such help is expensive and/or has long waiting lists. So I'd advise you to give it a try, if you haven't already done so.

And you can always discuss things here. We certainly relate. Best wishes and take care.