So I told the guy I’m seeing about my bipolar and he was very supportive. I assumed he would want to stop seeing me immediately bc honestly who wants to deal with all this bs? But he didn’t. He has pretty bad depression during fall/winter so I guess he understands a little bit. He didn’t seem to care that I was in a psych hospital. He cares more that I didn’t give him a chance to decide for himself how he felt. So I apologized for that. And now we’re in good terms.

On another note I’m trying to secure fmla paperwork for my job. Right now I’m still mildly to moderately depressed so I can’t go back yet. I think I could fake it but I really don’t want to run myself into the ground. I can’t stay out forever because it is unpaid leave (not eligible for short term disability as per my contract). I dunno what I’m gonna do really. I wish I could resign now. But it’s a better financial decision to stick it out and save as much money as I can so when I resign in June I have money to live on for a few months while I job hunt.

I don’t know.