I"m so lost as to who I am. I don't have time to do a real post. I'm getting better and am not sure of myself at all. I am so confused. Am I independent or dependent? That is the question. ..Is this normal? Going from feeling independent, but calling T for help???
And then, when he answered I thought he was saying that only my dependent part could text him. And then I felt rejected and started crying. Am I normal? Is this just normal and I'm making a big deal out of it? Is it even real, did it really happen? I keep telling T that I need a rule book but there isn't one he said. I get this, but it's like I NEED to be able to put things into words and understand what is going or it totally freaks me out. Does this make sense to anyone? I feel lost.