I’m happy for you, too. Forgiving ourselves is a great idea. I forgive myself, too, for my unhealthy coping with an unfixable situation. If i really have BPD, I hug and console myself, since no one else will. I will treat myself with better care and it will go into remission when I get out of this horrible marriage.

It’s funny, I could be a relationship expert. I have so much experience with them and give great advice. But, I cant have a romantic relationship myself anymore. How ironic! That nasty psychiatrist really got under my skin. I feel like The Scarlet Letter now.

Oh well... let me just get out of this nightmare alive first.