There seems to be mixed reactions to your post, Vibrating.

No-one doubts that you're suffering, and it's a shame that's happening in what should feel like a safe place.

I have to be honest though, and say that I can sense a lot of anger from you. And it's coming out because the therapist symbolically represents your parents.

That's just my opinion.

There's nothing wrong with that. It's one of the things therapy is for. But if you're in denial about it, you could keep putting up smokescreens for years, and that won't help.