I don't think you understand. He has switches of personality...this "person" with whom I'm dealing now,isn't the real him. He's still same,wonderful,amazing man when he's himself. He literally told me that when that a**hole(pardon my language) is on,he has no memory of it...of the days or anything. It's severe bipolar case here
If I would allow that horrible side to get what he wants then he'd never forgive himself when the real him would switch back.
He told me that himself when he was still him...that I should never allow that other side to win,that I should never allow that horrible side to destroy our love...because he loves me,more than anything in this world.
This is hypomania what's talking,it's not the real him. :/
Do you know what his so called reasons are for wanting to break up?
Because to him there's no difference between lover and friend so...and I quote...why bother. He keeps saying how he loves me and cares for me and yet doesn't want to be with me...he keeps contradicting himself,his own words.
Does that sounds like sane person to you??

And no...I don't want to leave him,I love him...more than anything. He's my life partner and soulmate. I wouldn't go through all this trouble,and ask for help here. You don't leave someone just because at this moment you're going through something bad...that's not love.