I am taking medication for my hand tremor. I do not know if the medication is at fault here, but I am feeling very emotionally distrought. I do not know what to do about this. Little things are now triggering me. I also am having a problems forming words as I,speak. I took myself off of this medication to see what happens. I am still losing weight. This is not good. I went from 235 to 176 in a short time, most of it happening within about a month. I do not know what has been causing this.

Today I cancelled the signing of the home equity line of credit. I do not konw if this was a good decision. Maybe the loan application I have recently submitted to anoth bank will be approved. I really need this to happen. I also broke down and got in contact with my daughter. Earlier she said that she did not want me in her life. I did this because of her constantly not being truthful with me, and because of her poor grades. But my relationship with her is more important than this. We are on better terms now.