Sunny I understand your feelings. I am going through something similar.

However I believe that you and T built a very strong foundation. I bet he thinks so too and that is why he believes you are stronger and ready for whatever is coming next in therapy.

I like the email he sent you also. I don't think it is the beginning of termination just the next phase.

In your first paragraph you mention not being able to remember the feelings of the past 3 weeks. I struggle with conveying emotions/feelings in therapy and lately my T has been acting the same way very business-like and matter-of-fact.

He often will say 'what is that person's name again' or he'll say 'I forgot what is that story again'....however, he also remembers things that I have said to him word for word almost two years ago.

That tells me he remembers and is trying to get me in touch with my feelings. Could this be true for you too?