I am so happy right now. My H and D and I went out together which of course we have done before. But I feel connected, majorly more than usual. I had forgotten totally about posting earlier today that I was lost. I was. But now I really feel good and I am thankful for it. I'm trying not to analyze my feeling good away. I'm going to enjoy it while it lasts. Work was both frustrating and fine.

I feel so good right now that it feels totally out of character. I can't remember the last time I felt like this. I'm looking forward to my D's birthday in six days and to the holidays coming up. Work finally feels do-able, instead of terrifying me. I'm looking forward to starting my program soon at work and am hoping it makes a huge difference. I'm really into making things work. Keeping my fingers crossed that this feeling lasts as long as possible.