Thanks so much everybody I was feeling small and sad and I was scared to nobody would even reply to me but you guys did and that means a lot to me.

I'm feelin a lot better today. I'm still a little sad but thats ok and I'm not as sad now so that's even better. It's been a rough couple weeks is all. That caught up to me. I dont like change but I like it less when life things are goin on at the same time. I sure wish life and head stuff would learn some respect and wait for one to get over before the other one starts up. I know it don't happen that way but it sure would be nice if it did.

NiKKi