well wasn't able to quit... forgot...

but looks like it doesnt matter.. i knew what was gonna happen, today she finally blocked me

i knew it wasn't gonna turn into anything.. dunno why it hurts..

it seemed like she freaked out on me, all i was trying to do was help, i guess she just didnt want to talk anymore anyway and didnt know how to tell me off or something...

im just tired, i dont really want to live this life anymore because i try so hard at everything and no matter what it just ends up in pain and misery... broken..

i try to be happy so hard and no matter what seems like i end up being crashed down into the all too familiar pits of darkness...

i dont know why i should keep trying if im just going to fail continuously...

so tired of going up and down... so tired of myself... of this life

i just want it to be over... i dont want to do this anymore...
why do i have to keep living... why can't i just die...