no...
i can't talk anyway so wouldn't do any good..

i can't end it all for some reason so don't worry... the bloody pain endures..

looked all over for razor blades last night though... couldn't find any...

doesnt really matter, wouldn't of changed anything anyway...

im just losing my mind... starting to get to where sometimes i "hear" things...

only happeneds a few times... but sometimes i don't notice it...

im disgusted with myself... with this life..