i quoted that cuz i think its important. i think your important to just like how what you got goin on is. I just dont know what it is thats all and im sorry if i was talkin like i dont care cuz i do. i dont always know how to put my words together right especially when im feelin all small so i hope i didnt make you sad or mad cuz i sure didnt mean to make you feel bad. but i dont think what you got happenin is some normal thing or nothin i think its gotta be scary or confusing or sad or lots of not good things all at once. one thing about disassociation is when life gets hard or stressful or upset it can make that stuff worse and then the disassociation made worse makes more upset and its like a snowball. maybe you can do some nice things for you right now to help with this? i know its real hard to do when everything is messed up and wrong but maybe it could help? you sure deserve nice things right now when stuff is rough. i hope your feelin better today.

NiKKi