It’s been years since I’ve been on here and thought I had a handle on things. I mean I wasn’t better by any means but daily life was doable. Ever since this summer I’ve been off all my bipolar medication (mood stabilizers and antipsychotics and the sorts) and have been left with my anxiety medications because of sudden weight gain. Turns out I have a hormone issue and working with specialists to figure it out.

But back to what I need help with. I haven’t cut myself since 2013 and have been doing fine. I will admit for the past year and a half I’ve been abusing alcohol and benzos but stopped. Last night I relapsed and ended up cutting myself and it looks bad. I just couldn’t cope with what I was feeling. I didn’t know what to do and went back to what has always helped me. I’m in Mississippi so the weather isn’t that cold where I can wear sweatshirts and long sleeves all the time and I don’t know what to do to hide the cuts. I live back at home and there is a no closed door policy at my house bc of previous happenings. Any help would be greatly appreciated!!!!