Well I️ had a massive meltdown in iop. I️ talked to my therapist alone and she encouraged me to speak to the group after I️ composed myself. It felt good letting it out and found out that the root of all my issues, relationships, Kung fu, work etc is feeling like a failure. Now had a few people talk about it and yes should work on myself so can love others but it comes to a point that I’ve been working on myself for past six years. It gets tiring to hear that but at the same time it hurts so much.

Side note what the hell is wrong with the letter I’ve without the ve. It is a square.