She cut again, this time even less deep, and yet she's going to the ER with it. I'm so angry, she disgusts me, I wish she'd just disappear. I hate her so much for this.

I don't mind hurting people, I don't see any good reason to stop either. I'm just curious as to why I'm like this. It's not very important though. I'll tell the therapist if he asks, simple as that.