A lot of us here are clinically depressed, and rather than shun you, will relate to you. You can gripe about anything and rather than hearing "get over yourself" you hear "I'm sorry you are having a rough time, please keep posting" ALL THE TIME!! I know I really don't have much right to speak for others, but I promise that I will never EVER think any less of you for feeling bad/sad/crippled with depression. Have some faith in us!